

I Blast My Speakers Out OnMaybe,I Blast My Speakers Out On
if I could just
sink my head
down into a CD case,
you would think
I'm someone else? Maybe I could save a day of torment?
Nah.
It kills me that I'm here to try to find some other sad loser to scream me to sleep so I won't have to do it myself,
and to know that you're only here searching for some other sad loser to scream you to sleep,
so that maybe you can go a while
without thinking about the
sick,
ugly, words
I etched into my leg in your honor.
Could you stop throwing your rocks at my


Could YouMy hands are shaking subconsciously again, I don’t know if it’s your voice or what,Could You
but every time
I see you
it’s like,
epilepsy,
uncontrollable,
bipolar,
autistic, if-you-will. I wonder how long it will be before
you’re up in my face, torment, trauma, tragic, if-you-will.


It's JustThere, my friend, are certainIt's Just
word-combinations
I feel as though
no one should actually
put together,
and speak
loudly.
But hunny,
the way you're going at it,
you may just
make me do so.
You win,
I get it,
I want to die.
Let's play doctor,
let's play fucking doctor.
Let's do that yes,
I have a few incisions
I'd like to make,
myself.


Up AgainstThey never understood why I hated going out to play with you so bad.Up Against
Don’t you like to play soccer?
che-yeah,
Everything was pretty fun until our whole second grade class started chanting that we were going to get married,
because,
really, that's
everything I want.
Our parents think it too, Though I never wanted you,
sorry dear,
I was always
aiming,
way too high.
For your brother
actually,
who would never,
want,
me. He kissed me like an overdramatic actor once,
--
Yaahhrrrgg!
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"Only those who attempt the absurd will achieve the impossible. I think it's in my basement... let me go upstairs and check." M. C. Escher
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"Only those who attempt the absurd will achieve the impossible. I think it's in my basement... let me go upstairs and check." M. C. Escher
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